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hey, durrrtay. [11 May 2007|01:57pm]
i just remembered my password.

Hm.
I just finished signing up for Fall 2007 classes....
I have this really big "i need to make a plan" feeling coming over me lately.
I was writing a lot things out last night, & i realized that things I use to want are totally unpractical now. It's almost like my mind changed overnight. I'm starting to see a lot of things, aspects of my life in a new light. Starting to pull together, I have made so many mistakes, things I wish I could take back, but I think those things also made me wake up and see things clearly for the first time. I thought before that I had seen the true colors of certain individuals, but there is nothing like an eye opening experience to make you realize those colors are actually very dull and faded. You don't actually know someone, until you know them. You don't know how they react until they react. I know this sounds sketch and unclear, but im rambling so, let me.

I know that I have been like a ghost lately. Never around. Not really there for anyone. But I think I have always been the one, to accept everything, and constantly remain there, as warm as ever despite what has been put on me. So for once I'm not reaching out anymore. I am not going to be the one to make the effort. I know who the people are, who love and care for me most, and those are the people I need to surrond myself with. It may mean that I'm not going out every weekend, not invited to this or that, not being included, but i think those things are a cheap price to pay for having quality over quanity.

Anyway
On a much lighter note.
I think I am going to like my classes.
I have been working more then ever, and the worst of it is yet to come.
Tomorrow is Christy and Katies birthdays!!!
The 23rd will be 3 years for Tomi and I.
(check out my rings!) haha
&&& at the end of this month I am going on another mini vacation with my heart & my dad and his gf & her family..etc. so I think it's going to be fun. I hope it is going to be fun. :D

&&& by the way, how are you?
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RIP [04 May 2006|09:54am]
I had to put my dog of 17 years down yesterday.
It was one of the hardest days of my life.
I don't care if she was "just a dog" to most people, because she became a family member.
The hardest part is, all the memories I had with her are filling my head, how i would ride on her back when i was little, and get her so hyper then get scared of her and hide. How when she ran away I cried for days until she came back. How I would sing and dance with her. And the day before she left I cried all day, because i couldnt handle the fact that it was going to be the LAST time I saw her, or pet her or fed her, or the last time she barked at the dog next door or was with our other dog, who she was practically the mother of. It was the last time she was going to see me too.
I know it was for the best, because she won't be in pain anymore, but it doesn't make it hurt less and I feel so selfish that I still want her with me.
RIP Blazey
I love you.
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unfudfg [05 Apr 2006|07:17pm]
hey,
3 days till my 18th birthday.
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on a mission [28 Feb 2006|07:15pm]
starting right now.
so far so good.
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update [12 Feb 2006|10:30pm]
i know that in life, highschool especially, everyone goes through changes, and they arent always the same people you knew them as. But what is depressing about it is lately I am noticing most change for the worse.

On a completely diffrent note I don't think I am going to stop smelling chlorine for a week. uck.
&&& i have downloaded grillz on my sidekick, so when christy calls I'll be like YEAAAHHH.

I'm happy about my progress in school, im upset that it is impossbile for me to find a new job, and everywhere I find one it's like...yay...oh wait...youre not 18? sorry we cant hire you. thanks.


LESS THEN 2 MONTHS TILL MY 18th BIRTHDAY!

I don't know why i still update this, it isn't like i hear from anyone anymore, and im pretty positive i am the ONLY one who reads this, and sometimes I dont even.
oh well, friends cut maybe, if i find time to get back on the computer, i have homework im avoiding.



Valentines is tuesday, and I want you to post a picture of you and your valentine.

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heres mine, he is cute, and i love him.
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yes. [31 Jan 2006|02:26pm]
i just want everyone to know that it worked.
I was not just 100 perrcent successful, I was 120 percent!

I managed to leave enough hair ties around the house, that whenever I am in need of one, all I have to do is look next to me.
Yes, they are
e v e r y w h e r e.
Sometimes, if I am near a popular spot such as the bathroom or my nightstand I can find two or three at a time and have a selection!

Ohhh what I wonderful feeling accomplishment is. EH!?

okay, anyway, I hate feeling used.
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this weekend [29 Jan 2006|08:50pm]
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i look crazy, drunk and my makeup is running but tomi looks cute.
last formal in highschool!

This weekend was so much fun!
I have a ton more pictures to show but im to tired.
I saw Annapolis too...good movie.

okay tomorrow is the first day of my last semester in highschool, i vow to get nothing lower then a C now that i have a fresh start and NO adult school.
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<3!!! [19 Jan 2006|10:03pm]
the stress of adult ed is OVER...
for now at least.

I'm just so happy i finished, and before my due date, and I more then past my final, no one had to guiltpassme. thank god.
now all i have to do is pass english.
another thank god to the fact that i won my case, and was switched out of my current english teachers class for next semester.

I am really happy this formal thing is working out (knock on wood), and everything seems to be going smoothly,now all i need is some goodluck for my vocab test tomorrow.

on a more serious noteCollapse )
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/// [16 Jan 2006|08:46pm]

Tonight Christy, Lisa and I were all reading our notes we wrote to eachother back in 8th grade and laughing at our 13/14 year old selves. I even found a note Chelsea wrote me on my 13th birthday...

It's crazy to think that in only a short period of time we are going to be graduating and moving on with our lives and leaving the social gathering we call school.
Graduating highschool use to be something we all pictured as being this wonderful thing that represented leaving school forever and sleeping in all the time and staying up as late as we wanted. Now I see it as being something thats a reality, approaching fast.

When we do graduate, hows it going to be? I cant believe we all made it this far. I'm so excited for it to happen and nervous at the same time. The semester is already almost over! asdfghjkl

i love my friends

Anywayyy, I'm so excited for formal now ♥
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Pick one please. [27 Oct 2005|10:47pm]
I Have a white new beetles and i want to paint it but im not sure yet on what color...
what do you think?


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light pink

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white, yes i know its already white, but a pearl white, or a sparky white.

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or pink!

so let me know what you think, please.
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Friends Only [06 Mar 2005|03:20pm]


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this dancing lock is so cute
no need to comment
kept most of you
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